We hate love for one simple reason: the more we deny it, the more it makes us fall.

Parang lagi nalang may kulang sa araw ko. :( Hindi ako makadaldal. HAHA.


Namiss ko tuloy si Joshua. Ang aking blogmate-slash-kadaldalan sa phone. (: Wala nakong makausap. Wala nakong kadaldalan. Joshua, uwi ka na. HAHA. =)

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Meeting him was fate. Being close with him was by choice. But I am sorry because falling in love with him was beyond my control.

Falling in love? Wag naman sana. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na takot na pala talaga ako ma-fall. Haha. Kaya hangga't maaari pinipigilan ko. Kaso iba talaga yung inner joy pagmagkasama kami. Aww. Di na natatapos ang araw na hindi siya sumasagi sa isip ko. BADTRIP.

You've Got a Bit of a Crush

Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual? If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal. Find out if he feels the same - because he just might!

I remember blogging about him. Naisip ko kasi na halos nasakaniya na lahat ng hinahanap ko sa isang lalaki. HAHA.

Hay nako. Dami dami kong pwede ilagay dito sa blog na 'to. Ito pa napili ko. HAHA.

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Men say women always have paranoia attacks. But I say women’s instincts
never fail.

Syempre, nababadtrip ako. Di ko alam kung bakit nalunok ko pride ko para lang sabihin na INSECURE ako. HAHA. WEIRD. diba? Err.

(initials nila)
1. U
2. J
3. K
...
...

Kahit ganito pa ako, alam ko naman na iniisip ko lang ito. HAHA. May tama ako sa utak eh. Alam mo na siguro yun. Nothing new, right? (:

Gemini. Ito na. Ito na. Napapangitan nako sakaniya. This is it! HAHA. ((:

Nakita ko picture niya kanina. Kahit alam kong may kayakap siya dun, hindi ko pinansin. Ang nasabi ko lang, "Ang pangit na niya." ((:

Ang labo. Halatang nakaget over nako sakaniya pero pag may song na nagpplay na makakapagpaalala sakin tungkol sakaniya, syempre siya agad naiisip ko. Siya lang. Nabasa ko nga sa isang quote, "the person that is really hard to get over with is the person you never really had." Aww. HAHA. Applicable. (: XOXO.

pero ito na talaga. HE'S OUT OF MY LEAGUE. (:

there's no use of looking back, right? AND. Magbbirthday na ako next week AND the week after that, HELLO COLLEGE LIFE. (:



Ano kayang gagawin ko sa birthday ko? Suggest ka naman. Kaso wag bongga ah. Walang budget ate mo. (:


Sana talaga matuloy yung Batangas escapade namin sa June. Hindi pa ako nakakalayas ng malayong malayo sa taon na ito eh. :/


Salamat nga pala sa mga maagang nagabot ng kanilang regalo. (:
Super natuwa naman ako. God bless!

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i'm too depressed to go on. you'll be sorry when i'm gone.

--Blink182

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I have this theory that the more important and intimate the emotion, the fewer words are required to express it. For instance, in dating:

Will you go out with me? (6 words)

I think I care for you. (5 words)

You matter to me. (4 words)

I love you! (3 words)

Marry me. (2 words)

So what’s left? What’s the most important and intimate word you can ever say to somebody? It is GOODBYE.

- J. Michael Straczynski

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Every choice you make and everything you do you are bound to disappoint somebody. All you can do is to make sure that you don’t disappoint the wrong people.

Malapit na ang confirmation of slots sa mga inapplyan kong kolehiyo't unibersidad pero hanggang ngayon wala pa din akong desisyon kung saan talaga ako magaaral. Paunti ng paunti ang pagpipilian, mas lalong humihirap magdesisyon. Ilang buwan ko ng pinagiisipan 'to. Ilang beses ko na din tinimbang. Hanggang ngayon, nakatiwangwang pa din ako. Dadalawa na nga lang pinagpipilian ko pero bakit ba gano'n? Ang hirap talaga.


School: Enderun Colleges

website: Enderun Colleges Website

Course: Bachelor of Science in International Hospitality Management Major in Culinary Arts and Hotel Administration (double major)

Status: Passed; Scholar

Bandang 1:30pm, natanggap ko na ang ipinadalang liham sa akin ng Enderun Colleges tungkol sa aking scholarship. Ito ang nakasaad sa liham:

Dear Allelie,

Congratulations! We would like to inform you that you have been accepted into the June 2009 intake of the Bachelor of Science in International Hospitality Management Program, Major in Culinary Arts and Hotel Administration at Enderun Colleges. With Enderun's academic partners around the world, such as Le Roches International School of Hotel Management in Switzerland and Alain Ducasse Formation in France, the program allows you to gain international certification and world-class education that will prepare youfor leadership positions in the opportunity-rich global hospitality industry.

Through the application process, you have shown exceptional qualities, such as excellent academic strengths and skills, high level of maturity, strong leadership potential, interpersonal skills and high motivation to succeed - traits needed to succeed in the global hospitality industry. You have been granted a Merit Scholarship worth Php 400,000, which is spread over four years, starting the first semester of the school year 2009-2010.

*cut* (ang haba eh. 3 pages) and so on ....


Kung dito ako magaaral. Kailangan ko kumayod dahil can't afford parin ako. Doble kayod pa nga para magsurvive ako sa pagaaral dito. Makakaavail pa kaya ako ng 'study now pay later' nila? Sana pwede pa. Ang laki pa din kasi eh kahit may bawas na ng Php 50,000 per sem yung tuition ko. Nagkataon kasi na may sakit Dad ko, di pa gaanong kalaki ang sahod ng Mom ko sa Italy at maghihighschool ang kapatid ko. Ang dami pa naming ginastos ng nakaraang taon at sobrang dami pang gastusin. Paano na? Haha. Kaya naman siguro. Kaso kailangan ko din magsakripisyo para makatulong.

Makakagain ako ng Bachelor's degree + European degree (in Switzerland or Spain) or a certificate from Le Roches International School of Hotel Management + American degree in Kendall College [(US Ivy League) in Chicago.]

May world-class facilities, bigatin ang mga professor, ang daming benefits at siguradong may trabaho ako pag dun ako nagaral. Sa dami ba naman ng partners at affiliates worldwide ng Enderun eh.

Chef nako, business woman pa ako. Gusto ko magtayo ng sarili kong cruise line. Haha! Pero magsisimula ako sa Resort & Spa. :)

I like the environment. Kasi dun ako sa The Fort. At .. malapit sa mga lola ko. Eh lilipat nako dun. Mga 10 mins. away lang. Lapit noh? Di dyahe.

Kailangan ko magmaintain ng annual GPA na 1.75. Good luck naman diba? Goodbye social life!


***

School: University of Sto. Tomas

website: UST website

Course: Institute of Tourism and Hospitality Management- Bachelor of Science in Hotel and Restaurant Management.

Status: Passed (written exam & interview) ; Regular

Duh. University of Sto. Tomas. Period. Haha! Isa sa mga pinagpipintagang unibersidad dito sa Pilipinas. Kilala ito sa iba't ibang larangan. Dito ako magaaral kung gusto ko ipagpatuloy ang legacy ng angkan ko. Mga Tomasians. Siguro naman kilala mo si Miss International Precious Lara Quigaman. Oo, Tomasian yun at lola ko. =)) Seriously.

Tuwang tuwa ako na passed ang nakalagay sa status ko matapos ang pagiintay sa resulta ng written exam ko at mas lalo akong natuwa ng makita ko ang pangalan ko sa labas ng Education Building matapos ang ilang linggong pagiintay ng resulta ng aking interview. PASADO!

Maganda naman din daw ang ITHM-HRM ng UST.

Wala naman siguro akong aalalahanin dito masyado. May tiwala naman ako sa sarili ko. Haha! Problema ko lang transpo. Bukod sa bumabaha dun, eh ayon sa aking pinsan, 5 sakay pa daw bago makarating sa UST galing samin (sa mga lola ko). Kumusta naman yon?

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The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you, it is when you don’t understand yourself.

College life ... *sigh* Talaga ba? Di ko pa feel na graduate na talaga ako ng HS. Hmm. Anyway, may natuklasan ako. Haha! Alam ko na ang dahilan kung bakit namumula pag umiinom. Haha! Hindi naman ako allergic sa alak. Yun pala may AFL ako (ata). Sam at Justin. Ito na ang sagot sa ating katanungan. Haha!

Alcohol flush reaction (AFL)

Alcohol flush reaction (Asian Flush, Asian Glow, Red Cheeks, Oriental Flush, Big Blush) is a condition in which the body cannot break down ingested alcohol completely, due to a missense, acetaldehyde dehydrogenase (ALDH2) normally responsible for breaking down acetaldehyde, a product of the metabolism of alcohol.

Flushing, or blushing, is associated with the erythema (reddening caused by dilation of capillaries) of the face, neck, shoulder, and in some cases, the entire body after consumption of alcohol. polymorphism that encodes the enzyme.

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You were just a one-day fantasy so shut the hell up and stop pretending we love you.

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I don't really think people can change. You know, at the end of the day, you are who you are. And at the end of the day, it's probably who you've always been.

-- One Tree Hill

Talaga ba? Hmm. Ang saya ngayong araw na 'to kasi naulit ulit yung namimiss kong bonding ng BATCHe. Although di kami kumpleto, alam mo yun .. ang random. walng grupo grupo. Nakakatuwa. XD Siguro nga yung quote na yan parang kami. Tipong kahit magkaiba iba man kami, alam namin sa sarili namin na pagnagkasama-sama ulit kami, iba yung saya. Gano'n kasi yung nafeel ko ulit kanina. Haha! Nagkaroon man ng grupo grupo, at the end of the day kami kami pa din yung magtatawanan at magdadamayan. Kami pa din ang BATCHe. :)


Ganto kasi yan ...

Meeting ng writers' committee ngayon. Gagawin namin yung yearbook.
1:30pm na dumating si Elias, Katrina, Rudolf at Janica dito sa bahay. As usual, laid-back mode kaming lahat. Haha! Pinagtatawanan namin yung mga description namin sa mga classmates namin. Ang kulit lang kasi ni Rudolf at Elias. Haha!

Bumili kami ng mga inihaw sa main ng Maia Alta. Yung malapit kila Kate. Medyo bitin yung Isaw at Dugo. Ang tagal ko ng di nakakakain ng ganon. Isang taon at kalahati na ata. Tagal na talaga no? Haha.

Bago pala kami makabili. Naglakad kami papunta sa main. Eh naglalakad kami sa may gilid. Badtrip si Rudolf. =)) Bumuslot sa imburnal. =)) Ganto kasi yan ...

Nagkkwento si Rudolf about dun sa nangyari sakaniya nung nagcoffee place sila. Yung "arf! arf!" Haha! Eh nauntog daw siya sa yero *cut* nahulog na siya nung part na yun sa imburnal. Badtrip. =)) Laughtrip talaga. Kasi si Elias, alam na niyang mahuhulog si Rudolf, iniintay nalang niya. Ako naman, napa "oh!" nako nung one step away nalang si Rudolf dun kasi inisip ko muna na "mahuhulog 'tong si rudolf dun for sure". Ayun, paglingon niya nahulog siya (humarap kasi siya samin 3 steps away nalang dun sa imburnal. akala ko naman nakita niya). =)) nakakatawa pa yung itsura nya. Ang lalim nung imburnal. Buti nalang empty yun. Ashes at dry leaves lang meron. The BEST! =)) Ang dami pang nakakita sakaniya. Binati pa siya nung tricycle driver na nakakita mula sa malayo. =)) Namiss ko yung mga gantong moments.

Nung makabalik na kami .. Syempre kumain. tas dumating si Kate, Verna at Sam. Nagmovie marathon na kami. Pinanood namin yung Bride wars, Australia at Unborn.

Nagulat si Sam at Elias nung napatili ako sa Unborn. Napasigaw si Sam eh. =)) Nagulat kasi ako dun sa bata. Hindi naman talaga ako tumitili. Intentional din kasi pero aminado ako na nagulat ako. =))

Sam's dictio:

• the grudj (the grudge).
• it (eat).
  
• maia altar (maia alta)

Pupunta kaming De LaSalle - College of St. Benilde bukas. :) Tsaka dadaan ng UST. Sana hindi na partial yung list at sana pasado ako dun sa interview. :) Ayun, sunduin na din namin si Myra at Verna.

Manonood ang karamihan sa BATCHe bukas sa Gamol/ Galle. :) WATCHMEN! Ang saya kasi random na naman tas ang dami pa namin. Laughtrip na naman bukas for sure.

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The only truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

So. I'm baaaaack. pero di pa official. mawawala ulit ako ng ilang araw. kasi naman. di pa din ako pinagexam today. err.

Madami nang nangyari. Wanna know? Ge, continue reading ...



Nagbonding kami ni Ms. Cathy. Nagexam kasi ako sa computer kaya nasa computer room ako hanggang 6pm. Oye, 'til 6pm. kasi habang nageexam ako, nakikipagdaldalan ako kay Ms. Cathy at sa mga third year na gumagawa ng animations.

Nalaman ko na graduate pala siya ng HS sa Lourdes Antipolo. Naabutan ko siya dun kasi 4th year siya, grade 3 naman ako dun. Ang galing. XD


Hindi na naman ako nakapunta ng Assumption Antipolo Legacy. So sad. :( Di ko nakita ang Parokya Ni Edgar at Philippine All Stars. :( Disoriented kasi ako kaya tinamad nako. Loser ko ba? Haha!



Pumunta akong UST. Kasama ko si Janica. Bonding ulit kami. As usual, nangtrip na naman kami ng mga tao pero hindi katulad ng dati.

Medyo napahiya ako sa Santolan Station. Sabi kasi ni Janica paalis na daw yung LRT. Badtrip. tumakbo pa ako. sa kabila pala yung paalis na. Haha! Tapos yung mga nasa likod ko nakatingin pa sakin. Haha!

Bakit nga ba ako pumunta ng UST? Hmm. Pinabalik ako ng DEAN. Inabot ko yung certified true copy with school seal report card ko kasi yun ang gusto nila. After, sibat agad ako. Nakakainis nga kasi ang tagal kong naghintay sa labas ng office ng HRIM, iaabot ko lang pala yun sakanila. Paglabas ko ng Educ. building, hinanap ko kaagad si Janica't Joseph (Onga pala, nakasalubong namin si Joseph nun). Kaen kami sa Reyes BBQ.

Nakipagkita kami kay Ate Angela (Paguio) at Peter (Zapatos) dun sa Q-Park (nakalimutan ko pangalan nung park basta sa letter Q nagsisimula. Haha!) in between ng Main Bldg. at Library. Ininterview namin sila about Sir Ruel. Gagawa kasi kami ng article about Sir Ruel for the CROW. Grabe, namiss ko si Sir Ruel. Medyo naging emotional ako kaya di ako masyadong nagsasalita. Baka di ko ma-keri eh. Haha!

After the interview, umalis agad si Janica, Joseph, Ate Angela at Peter kaya't nakipagkita naman ako sa cousin ko - si Maiko. Ayun, nameet ko yung classmates niya. Sa totoo lang, nakakailang yung mga lalaki niyang classmates. Dun ko naramdaman na dahil sakanila macuculture shock ako sa college. Haha! Please lang, sana hinde. Grabe, lalaking lalaki (stereotyped) sila. Hindi din conservative sa words. Ewan ko baka dahil di ako sanay? Haha! Let the big W judge.

Pinasyal ako ni Maiko. Ayun, ang dami kong nalaman sakaniya. Katulad ng ...

• SEx = Restaurant ata siya sa Taft na pinupuntahan nila.
• Lovers' trail (tama ba? nakalimutan ko kasi. sorry naman) = part ng UST na super daming lovers. Mapuno daw kasi dun dati pero ngayon binawasan na daw ng puno.
• Yung statue ng founder ng UST ata yun, nakaturo kasi sa may U-belt. Sabi nila kaya daw ganon yun kasi lahat daw ng babagsak ng UST dun mapupunta (sa labas ng UST). Lalo na na nakaturo pa sa FEU. *Ahem! Buddy? Haha. Fis!
• Yung Architecture building ang pinakasosyal na building.
• Yung main building ay earthquake-proof.
• Yung simbahan ng UST ay yung katabi ng main building. (Mas mukha pang simbahan yung main building) nakakatuwa. :)

Marami pa akong nalaman pero kasi alam mo yun tinatamad nako. Haha!

Super bait ni Maiko. Kasi sinamahan pa talaga niya ako 'til 8pm sa UST. Tambay kami sa may football field. Nakita pa ako ni Kuya Buboy. Ang saya. :)

Dati PROS lang nakikita ko sa UST. Dahil sa pagstay ko 'til 8pm dun, nakita ko na rin sa wakas ang mga CONS. Nakakatakot. Atras na kaya ako sa UST? :|

Bakit nga ba hanggang 8pm ako sa UST? Hmm. Babawi sana ako sa isang tao dahil natulugan ko siya dati nung dapat pupunta siya dito sa bahay. Eh ayun, nagiintay ako ng text niya kasi sinabi niyang magtetext siya. Haha! Eh kaso hindi, kaya ayun inabot ako ng 8pm kakaantay. Weirdo ko. err. Nag empty batt pa ako. Nakiinsert lang ako ng sim card kay Maiko. Malas kasi nasa phone memory halos lahat ng contacts ko. Pero okay lang at least nagkatime kaming magbonding ng cousin ko. :)

Sinabayan pa din ako ni Maiko hanggang LRT line 2. Nag Araneta-Cubao nalang siya para magkasama kami. Bait noh? Ayun, badtrip kasi maedyo nastranded pa ko sa Katipunan station. Walang kuryente tas yung LRT parang naghihingalo tas huminto pa in between Katipuna station at Anonas station. So wala talagang kawala. Nahihilo nako. Super daming tao. ALONE. Yikes! Thank God, nakarating ako ng maayos sa Santolan station. Nakasakay ng FX at nakita ko si Aurello. Haha!

15 minutes before 11pm na ako nakadating sa bahay. Buhay pero may sakit na. :|



to be continued ... (inaantok nako. sorry)




Pahabol. Nakita ko kasi tong quote na to:

E is the most unfortunate character of the alphabet. It is always out of cash, forever in debt. Never out of danger and in hell all the time. But notice that E is never in war and always in peace. It’s the beginning of existence and the end of trouble. Without E, we would have no love, life, heaven or maybe ______, right?

Naalala ko lang na ganto pa siya sa phone ko:

E is the most unfortunate character of the alphabet. It is always out of cash, forever in debt. Never out of danger and in hell all the time. But notice that E is never in war and always in peace. It’s the beginning of existence and the end of trouble. Without E, we would have no love, life, heaven or maybe ALLELIE, right?

Kaso *some text missing* na kapag napapadaan ako sa message na yan. Sent by Mathew Medina. Haha! Nung 15th birthday ko yata nareceived yan eh. Thanks, Mat! Naalala ko lang. Random. Err.

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This coming February, try to resist falling in love with REPERTORY PHILIPPINES` I Love You Because (ILYB), a heartwarming Off-Broadway musical re-telling of Jane Austen`s Pride and Prejudice. With lyrics by Ryan Cunningham and music by Joshua Salzman, ILYB is a delightful story about four individuals; two couples who find love in people and places they least expect.

Austin Bennet (Harold Cruz, A Christmas Carol, Songs for a New World) is a New York- based greeting card writer who stumbles upon his girlfriend Catherine cheating on him with another man. Heartbroken, Austin meets Marcy Fitzwilliams (Caisa Borromeo, Love`s Labours Lost, Hairspray), a free-spirited photographer who piques his curiosity and eventually, his emotions despite her eccentric bohemian ways.

Meanwhile, Marcy`s best friend and uptight actuary Diana Bingley (Kyla Rivera, Ryan Cayabyab Singers, Cinderella Kids) engages in an offbeat love affair with Austin`s slacker of a brother Jeff Bennet (Gabs Santos, Fiddler on the Roof, Mulan Jr.). In the odd couple`s refusal to define what strange connection they have and essentially commit, the two uncover something they least expect. Anna Santamaria (A Christmas Carol, Songs for a New World) and Onyl Torres (PETA` Skin Deep, DUP`s Isang Panaginip n a Fili) play multiple character roles that help shape the foursome`s unlikely romances.

Well-loved REP veteran Robbie Guevara (Gay birds, Fiddler On The Roof, A Christmas Carol) stirs the wheel as Director of this musical love boat while Francis Matheu choreographs. With them are Mio Infante for set design, Martin Esteva for lights, Onyl Torres as vocal coach, and Jojo Malferrari as both musical director and repetiteur.

ILYB is a show for anyone and everyone who is capable of falling in love. What happens to Austin, Marcy, Diana, and Jeff may just happen to you too. It`s a show about taking chances, breaking stereotypes, falling head over heels, and peeling away though the facade and fairytale illusions that distract us from realizing what is right there in front of us - that almost always, we end up with someone or something we least expect. Then we think twice, or thrice. But as the song in ILYB would go, "It`s easy to say, `I love you anyway.` But I don`t. I love you because."

ILYB will be showing on all weekends from February 13 to March 8, with Friday and Saturday shows at 8:00pm, and Saturday and Sunday matinees at 3:30pm. For ticket inquiries and reservations, you may call Ticketworld at 891-9999. You may also visit Ticketworld website at www.ticketworld.com.ph



Ticket Prices (ticketworld.com.ph):

Php 618.00 Reserved Seating
Php 412.00 Free Seating
Php 309.00 Free Seating

I Love You Because on ...

February 13, 14, 20, 21, 27, 28; March 6, 7 at 8:00 pm
February 14, 15, 21, 22, 28; March 1, 7, 8 at 3:30 pm

at ...

OnStage 2/F Greenbelt 1, Ayala Center, Makati City


for more: click this: ILYB-TW or ILYB-RP


Come with me, please? Gusto ko mapanood yan. Wala lang ako kasama. :| Tara, nood tayo sa March 7.

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By  Janica, at February 25, 2009 12:35 AM  

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Ayoko na. Siguro nga hindi lahat ng alam kong kaya kong makuha ay makukuha ko. Duh. And ...

I have to accept 2 things: first, sometimes I just can't have all the things I've always wanted (not now or never). and lastly, maybe. just maybe. I'm not worthy to have those things (at the back of my mind: not yet). :|

Shiiit. Hate this feeling. Emaaaaaw. Haha.



I have to look at the good side naman. :)

Katatapos lang namin magusap ni Djosef Yutankin sa phone. Bakit gano'n yung feeling? Parang magkakilala kami ng ilang taon na tsaka ang gaan ng loob ko sakaniya. Tipong kahit ano pwede mong sabihin sakaniya. Bait kasi niya. XD

Woah! Slow down. DAPAT. 'diba? haha :)) Sana di masira yung trust na binibigay ko sakaniya. :)






P.S. Di pala kanina. Kagabi yun. Feb 16 na pala. Haha! Time check. :)

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